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(Before I begin, I actually did ask them how much they were willing to let me say in this.)

So, I've kind of been keeping up with my dA messages. And recently one of my friends on here sent me something about how her boyfriend of quite a bit had been cheating on her and all. She'd been kind of depressed of late because of it, and we were talking about all the things she wants and can't have, and how in all her life she could never find it. Someone who treats women well; a place where sex is not primary or secondary- rather it stands beside all the other bits of a relationship.

At the same time, our mutual friend had been telling me for a good amount of time how he'd been in love with her since they were kids and all he wanted was for her to notice that cry for help in his eyes when they would speak.

Well, I spent about forty minutes talking to her and slowly laying the pieces out in front of her. She wants a man who would cherish her lips just as much as the words that come out of them. He spent three days at her house comforting her after her mom passed away. She wants loyalty in a man. This poor, dry, bastard had women all over him, and kept away from each one for eleven fucking years while waiting for her to see him.

Needless to say, she got the picture. And succinctly told me she had something to do.

About ten minutes later I got a note saying a certain someone asked a certain someone else on a date, in tears. I'm happy.

The moral of the story? We spend so much time thinking of the things that we want in life. But no matter how much you know, or think you know, what you want, it doesn't matter until you take a moment to size up your surroundings, and see which path leads you to your desires.
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Global Warming- Gojira
  • Reading: The Way of Shadows by Brent Weeks
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Killing Floor
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Tea(c)- Now new and unalcoholic!
1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Sure.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Schneider. 

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Not particularly? I was bored.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Like, 3 hours ago with telemarketers. Fucking telemarketers.

5. What are you excited for?
I'm going to Mayhem in 4 days. Almost 3 days now though.

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I think Jae? But that was more like, "You're such a dork and this is why we're friends."

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Chick-Fil-A's new and shittier fries.

9. Have a best friend?
I have a few that I'd consider best friends, but it's not really something we mention. We're just kinda THERE.

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
No.

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes, but they confuse it with something far different most of the time.

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
I was hiking a while back, and some guy started heckling my sister and our friend. No.

13. What time is it right this second?
11:43:14

14. What do you want right now?
Reassurance.

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My niece.

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Because I had to say, "I think I'm confused," let's just call me all of the above. Yes both single and taken.

17. When was the last time you cried?
I can't remember. Probably last week?

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Ha.

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
For some it comes naturally. Others need to give me a reason to trust them. 

20. How fast does your mind change?
Consider the fact that I'm an attention deficit schizophrenic, and laugh.

21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Indeed.

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Hm. I think the positives and negatives balance each other to "alright."

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
That stuff I said about people confusing love with something else? We like to tell ourselves only teenagers do it. We're wrong.

24. Tell me what's on your mind?
Repetitive numbers.

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Going back to school. Mayhem. Getting that reassurance.

26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I wore heels once to prove to my sister that it's not hard. I was ashamed for a while.

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I'm  not sure who takes that spot because of the way I "rank" my friends. Either like, 25 minutes ago, or June 1st.

28. When is your next road trip?
Does Mayhem count? 3 days. Oh hey it's 3 days now!

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yeah I grew up around mostly women. I'm kinda desensitized.

30. How's your heart?
Beating, hopefully.

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Literally all the time.

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Honestly, I have no idea where we are.

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Wander my house until sleep finally decides it's done playing hide and seek.

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably not soon.

35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Probably in that, "You're so fucking stupid, and so we're friends," kinda deal I mentioned earlier.

36. Who do you not get along with?
Flip a coin. 

37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Though, this isn't your first concert, is it?

38. What are you wearing right now?
Shorts and a bracelet. 

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Um. It depends on how comfortable she is around me, I guess?

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
I can't even remember. That should be enough of an answer.

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
For guys, Azrael. For girls, Oxsanna.

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
First word I said was, "Fuck." No context. I just opened my eyes and said it, single and solid. Fill in the blanks as you will.

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Yes.

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
More than I should.

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
I might have been playing Killing Floor still?

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
SMB. Not even fucking joking. This is great.

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
:iconcultwolf:

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
My buddy turned into Sean Connery.

49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I'd leave them alone, pass them in hallways and silently hope they don't hate me.

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
This is long(er than my regularly long winded answers).
So this girl comes up to my door to raise money for this college trip thing. Basically, she says that if she gets the cash, she can go on a trip of her choosing, all expenses paid. Then she tells me to guess where to. Mind you, I'm currently in my totally-still-fucking-asleep-zombie-status. So I manage, "Somewhere nice I hope." And she says, "Well your table does look pretty nice. Think there's enough room for the both of us on it?" And in my drunk-on-insomnia state of mind, I completely miss the advance, so I turn and look and say, "I dunno. My family's kinda big already." Shame. She was interesting too.


51. Are you afraid of the dark?
I enjoy darkness. As creepy as that sounds.

52. Do you have good vision?
In one eye it's good enough. The other is fucking terrible. Optometrists considered an eye patch because it's so useless.

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
A few.

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
Plenty.

55. Are you Irish?
No.

56. Do you use chap stick?
SO MUCH CHAP STICK IS NEEDED FOR THESE SHITTY LIPS GOD GAVE ME <.<

57. Do you have any scars?
Plenty.

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
As of now, yes. Should the circumstance change, I might be more partial.

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
No.

60. Name the last person to text you?
Jaelynn Schneider.

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Um. Possibly.

62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Not without criticism and a possible ticket, but I could.

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
No.

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I'm in different positions every day. (Like to keep the lady on her toes.)*AHEM* Moving on.

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Knowing me, make some sarcastic remark that ruins my relationship with my in-laws.

66. Do you fall for people easily?
Pfft. God no. Then again, considering our past, yes? 

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
My niece.

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yes and no.

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Ohne Dich by Rammstein.

70. Want someone back in your life?
Yes.

71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Let's find out.

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Not wearing one.

73. Who was the first friend that you had?
Hard to say. First one I truly realized was a friend, :iconcultwolf:. First person who was just there for me? Kreyg.

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I never expect whole truths.

75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality?
:iconcultwolf::iconcatire: And I guess Kreyg now understands because he went through the EXACT SAME HELL.

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
I'm a strange mix of rage and joy. Even in my highest points of happiness, I'm still angry. But some people can make me forget for a while and let me live in the joy.

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
I don't want them to fall in love with me. I want them to find happiness, and possibly keep me at their side along the lines.

78. What do you wear when you sleep?
If it's cold, old P.E. clothes. If it's hot, a bracelet, a necklace, and a smile. Or rather my weird natural frown thing. I hate the heat.

79. Are you obsessed with something//someone right now?
Wouldn't say obsessed, but we have a way of wandering to that place she has in the head.

80. The first person you loved is?
Again, first person I understood it WAS a form of love, :iconcultwolf:. First person in general, Kreyg.

81. Something terrible happened with you?
I suppose life and I have a give and take kinda deal going on.

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
Mostly likely awkward silences sprinkled with bouts of absolute hilarity. And a very high probability of fire.

83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
I want a world where words and war and love all know their own place. Where words can be free, wars can be justified, and love can be real. All of them there; all soft, spoken and true. I want what soldiers of fortune face every day to be the staple in every mind. Because from what I've lived and what I've seen, it's not a man who dies for his land that knows the true anguish, agony, and unbridled love that blooms on a battlefield. It's the men and women who live, breathe, and die for the strange, misunderstood creed of money, sex, and ultimately their family around them. If this seems oddly specific, and unbelievably cryptic, good. At least two people will know what the Hell kind of road I'm on. The rest should just skip this.

84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Hehe. Yep.

85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
I'm never alone, and never not thinking.

86. How was your first kiss?
An awkward mashing of tongue and tooth.

87. What's your favorite music genre?
Um. I don't fucking know.

88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
No.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Ohne Dich- Rammstein
  • Reading: The Way of Shadows by Brent Weeks
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Root beer
(Before I begin, I actually did ask them how much they were willing to let me say in this.)

So, I've kind of been keeping up with my dA messages. And recently one of my friends on here sent me something about how her boyfriend of quite a bit had been cheating on her and all. She'd been kind of depressed of late because of it, and we were talking about all the things she wants and can't have, and how in all her life she could never find it. Someone who treats women well; a place where sex is not primary or secondary- rather it stands beside all the other bits of a relationship.

At the same time, our mutual friend had been telling me for a good amount of time how he'd been in love with her since they were kids and all he wanted was for her to notice that cry for help in his eyes when they would speak.

Well, I spent about forty minutes talking to her and slowly laying the pieces out in front of her. She wants a man who would cherish her lips just as much as the words that come out of them. He spent three days at her house comforting her after her mom passed away. She wants loyalty in a man. This poor, dry, bastard had women all over him, and kept away from each one for eleven fucking years while waiting for her to see him.

Needless to say, she got the picture. And succinctly told me she had something to do.

About ten minutes later I got a note saying a certain someone asked a certain someone else on a date, in tears. I'm happy.

The moral of the story? We spend so much time thinking of the things that we want in life. But no matter how much you know, or think you know, what you want, it doesn't matter until you take a moment to size up your surroundings, and see which path leads you to your desires.
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Global Warming- Gojira
  • Reading: The Way of Shadows by Brent Weeks
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Killing Floor
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Tea(c)- Now new and unalcoholic!

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I'm just your average guy... Okay, maybe not so, but I don't know how to describe myself. Speak with me for a minute then make up your mind on who I am, I guess. OOH! I know! I'm your not so average guy who's confused as to who the fuck he is! Awesome.

Current Residence: Redlands
Favourite genre of music: I'm too open minded for less than 3.
Favourite style of art: Anything creepy
Wallpaper of choice: Mortal Kombat Raiden by DevinePliskin. (or something)
Favourite cartoon character: Ayame from Tenchu. It's not a cartoon, but it's close enough.
Personal Quote: Slap yourself for being a dumbass!
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